Resonance Observed
“Papa
bought me a magic bowl! It can make water dance. It has dragons on. Look, Mama!”
I was six. The bowl held me enthralled - far more enthralled than the return of
my father from his voyage. He showed me on the atlas where he had been, drew
little pictures of the ship in which he had travelled. But I wanted to know how
the bowl worked, where its magic came from. “From China,” my father replied,
indicating the embroidered silk he had bought my mother, complete with
strange-looking people on it.
I
kept the bowl, and my childish wish to understand its magic grew over the
years. As an only child, I benefited unusually from the education a brother
would have had. But my father rued the instruction in natural philosophy I
received. It encouraged my fascination with how the world worked - and the
apparent magic behind my bowl. I was not a beautiful girl, nor sociable, and
combined with long hours in libraries and laboratories, my father worried that
I would become unmarriageable.
The
way the water jumped and patterned in the bowl when the handles were rubbed
kept me entranced, and I became determined to find a way to get to China. But
life on the High Seas was deemed entirely unsuitable for a woman - even more
risible than the idea of a woman who had understood something of natural
philosophy.
Attending
a lecture by a young German scientist at the new British Museum, I saw a way
forward. Dr Chladni had brought with him a steel plate. He covered it in sand
and drew a violin bow across the edge of it. The sand leapt and bounced, and I
was struck by the similarity to my magic bowl. I was the only woman present,
and had become used to the reactions to my questions and interest - everything
from amusement to indignation. But at least I stood out, and Dr Chladni took my
questions.
We
worked together a great deal over the years: the perfect partnership, in a
sense. It was I who discovered that both bowl and steel plate relied upon the
resonance created by sound in order to move the substances they held. But it
could only be under Ernst Chladni’s name that my discoveries were published. In
a way, it suited us both.
I never did marry,
but even as my name went unacknowledged for my work, at least I escaped some of
the constraints respectability would have conferred. The
true magic of my bowl was the freedom it ultimately brought me.
by Olivia Jackson
I'm not sure this is really a Flash Fiction, more like the summary of a life. i'd like it to become a novel.
ReplyDeleteI just logged on to say the same thing. I'd really like to read the novel this could become. Thanks for writing such an intriguing piece of prose.
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